this life ain't a competition

on my mind: how easy it is to get wrapped up in this idea of competition against each other. survival of the fittest, competing for grades, etc. i've come to the conclusion that it's not a healthy mindset. for some it can be a method of motivation, but not me. i find that in this mindset, when i don't get that A on a test or paper and someone flaunts their perfect score, i feel not so swell. the point is, someone's score shouldn't matter. it's about me. it's about the fact that i did my best. that's what matters. life is about learning and improving, not showing people up. talk about pride. we can all flaunt our successes or embrace every ones' abilities.

parks and rec so funny

leslie to the librarian: you're pretty cocky for someone whose job is obsolete because of the internet. hahaha

COLOR ME RAINBOW

no need for rainbows now hahaha 

are these a stack of glorified beauty or what?!

i'm gonna make 'em someday

don't let 'em get the best of you

one word: rudy. that was just what i needed. no time to quit. i'd regret it. must work hard. won't get something for nothing. rudy. the essence of persistence.  the essence of dilligence.

buck up k.

in this lifetime, you don't have to prove anything to anybody except yourself. profound, that is. it's not like proving myself to everybody gets me anywhere. proving myself only makes me disappointed.  

don't quit k.

still bored to death

ok, so bored is an understatement. i've come to the conclusion that a job will cure this predicament of which i find myself.  sleeping all day, web surfing, and studying occasionally just isn't cutting it. it's not fulfilling. and my pr program is in the running for top 5 in the nation. so much for being able to get a job. ha    

ode to moaning

really wish i could find a stinking job right now. oh how the world revolves around money. i want money darn't. really wish i could buy a new laptop cause mine's heavy and my optical drive doesn't function.
really wish life was a lot easier than it is.
really wish that i had a plan for getting a job after i graduate.
really wish i could get out of school now with a degree (i know, oxymoron aside the previous wish, but still how i feel)
really wish i was in a better mood.

gosh, i sound awful.
what the h is wrong with me? i didn't lose everything like too many did from an earthquake.

p.s. some say venting and moaning about life is ridiculous but i disagree today. it's a simple pleasure because frankly there's nothing to be stoked about right now.

gosh this girl is cute

i love kendyl! yes i do! i love kendyl! how bout you?!

nix on that couch though...too distracting for my taste.

photos courtesy here