blessed

i feel blessed to have the next four days off. thurs. through sun. that i didn't request.
i need it. i so desperately need it.
i need to revive my soul. i need some influential soul-searching time.
to sew my life and soul back together.
i feel as though i'm in a swirling, never-ending cyclone where life is jetting past me, away from me.
time to calm this cluttered frenzy. 
time to become one with myself, with life again.